Still dont know whatta i ve to do.
I heard Giorgio and he told me he s going to Davide to reach the
midnite. i ve also called Nedim. he is in varese, too.
and Serena is going to work in a disco in varese, where most people i know are going. guess where i m likely to go?
Sunday I went to Varese to see Silvia ( always her ..). I ve seen quite often lately ( often means once every two weeks..). i met up at her place, met her granny and mommy. She showed me some pix. I ve spent a great nite, very relaxed mood with the gemels, janie, mark ( sonia ’s bf)… i was not able to externate my feeling due to some external intromission ( and my shinyness..) so while driving back to mlano i was “mourning” about that.
i felt happy for something but fukking angry for my weakness in some situation.
i ve many thing in heart and i kannot descript them. wanted to send a sms to you know whom but i left them on my mobile. it s too fukking mellow. maybe i ll post here ?